'i'm Still Haunted That He Died Alone': The Last Voices Of The Covid Inquiry

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BBC A head-and-shoulders image of Rivka Gottlieb. She has grey hair, ample achromatic glasses and a red-and-pink patterned scarf. She is pictured pinch a crowd of group down her extracurricular nan enquiry room successful West London.BBC

Rivka Gottlieb gave grounds connected nan past time of witnesser hearings astatine nan Covid enquiry successful westbound London

Rivka Gottlieb said she still felt "haunted" by nan truth that her father, Michael, died alone.

He was a fresh and progressive 73-year-old, she said, moving part-time successful a play shop and school children astatine his section synagogue.

Her communicative was 1 of nan past to beryllium told astatine nan Covid inquiry, which heard its last grounds this week.

In March 2020, Michael and Rivka's mother, Milli, were admitted to different wards of nan Royal Free hospital, successful northbound London, pinch Covid symptoms - conscionable arsenic nan first lockdown was announced.

It was nan past clip Rivka would spot her father.

"We were conscionable expecting him to beryllium fixed a spot of oxygen and past he'd beryllium sent home," she said.

Michael deteriorated successful hospital. His cough became truthful terrible he had to nonstop a WhatsApp connection to show her he was being put connected a ventilator.

Two weeks later, nan family was told he would ne'er retrieve and that doctors were going to trim his life support.

"It was a acheronian and terrifying clip and difficult to get updates from nan hospital. I feared nan worst each clip nan telephone rang," recalled Rivka.

Her mother was discharged aft a week, but now seldom leaves nan location aft suffering from semipermanent effects, including breathlessness, disorder and tummy pains.

Rivka Gottlieb Michael Gottlieb is pictures hugging his woman Milli and cutting a barroom connected their 40th wedding anniversary. He is wearing a achromatic garment and is laughing. She is wearing a pinkish dress and is burying her caput successful his shoulder.Rivka Gottlieb

Michael Gottlieb, who died from Covid successful April 2020 aged 73, pinch his woman Milli connected their 40th wedding anniversary

In nan past week, nan enquiry has heard much than 8 hours of affectional grounds from bereaved relatives.

Since nationalist hearings began successful June 2023, nan enquiry has taken oral grounds from 381 witnesses successful London, Edinburgh, Cardiff and Belfast, and reviewed 600,000 documents from WhatsApp chats to backstage diary entries.

As good arsenic questioning premier ministers, elder officials and scientists, it has heard from individuals straight affected including porters, cleaners, attraction workers and nurses successful Covid wards.

The enquiry is already 1 of nan astir costly successful UK history.

The full costs has risen to £204m truthful far, pinch nan authorities spending different £111m connected its ain ineligible and staffing bills.

Chart showing spending connected nan Covid enquiry arsenic astatine December 2025. The enquiry has spent £110.8m connected ineligible costs, £34m connected moving costs, £28.6m connected staffing and £14.9m connected engagement and communication. The authorities has spent £56.4m connected ineligible costs and £44.6m connected staffing costs. An further £3.7m has been spent connected non-specified "other" expenses.

A last group of hearings this wintertime looked astatine nan effect of nan pandemic connected society, including nan closure of sporting, taste and belief facilities, nan curen of susceptible groups and nan intelligence wellness of nan wider population.

More than 227,000 group died pinch Covid arsenic a origin connected their decease certificate betwixt March 2020 and May 2023, erstwhile nan World Health Organization declared an extremity to nan wellness emergency.

In total, 42 relatives of those who mislaid their lives person fixed grounds since June 2023, pinch 12 chosen to attest complete nan last 2 days of hearings.

A chart showing regular UK deaths from Covid-19 betwixt March 2020 and May 2023. It shows nan numbers peaking astir 1,400 a time successful nan first 2 main waves of nan pandemic successful March 2020 and January 2021 and past a overmuch smaller level of deaths from June 2021 onwards of less than 250 a day.

The enquiry heard really families were "torn apart" by societal distancing rules, which prevented them from being pinch their loved ones astatine nan extremity of their lives.

"My mum near successful an ambulance and I ne'er saw her again. The doors unopen and that was it," said Glen Grundle from Col­eraine successful Northern Ireland, whose mother Milda, 73, died successful April 2020.

"I person nary closure and nary bid complete it."

Others said astir immense difficulties accessing accusation from attraction homes and hospitals. Families said they were often incapable to inquire questions astir their relatives aliases felt nan existent business was not decently explained to them.

They were asked astir bereavement support and restrictions connected funerals successful nan pandemic.

At different times, nan number of mourners was constricted and societal distancing rules meant relatives could not ever comfortableness their loved ones.

Only 9 people, including nan rabbi, were allowed to be Michael Gottlieb's ceremonial successful April 2020. The remainder had to watch memorial prayers complete a video link.

Rivka said she could not hug her mother aliases propulsion world to screen her father's coffin, an important ritual successful Judaism.

"I retrieve really unreal it each felt, and that we were still successful a authorities of shock," she says.

"My mother was wholly isolated, and nan effect of her condolences has been profound, analyzable and far-reaching."

Gottlieb Family/PA Wire Michael and his woman Milli beryllium connected a plot chair pinch six members of their family of varying ages opinionated down themGottlieb Family/PA Wire

Michael pictured pinch his family successful happier times. Only 9 group were allowed to be his ceremonial successful April 2020

Families from Northern Ireland and Scotland said they could not clasp wakes, while different relatives described really Covid rules meant they had to return to an quiet location alone.

"I retrieve sitting connected nan sofa, nan TV was on, but nary 1 was location pinch me," said Sharon Boswell, whose hubby George died from Covid successful February 2021, aged 52.

"And I thought: I'm sitting present by myself, I've conscionable had a ceremonial for my husband. I felt very isolated, I felt alone, I felt unhappy, conscionable everything you perchance could feel."

The Covid inquiry, chaired by nan erstwhile judge Baroness Hallett, was announced by past premier curate Boris Johnson successful 2021.

It has been divided into 10 abstracted topics, aliases modules, covering subjects from governmental decision-making to nan vaccine rollout and nan effect connected children.

While nan hearings whitethorn person finished, nan enquiry chair will proceed penning up her findings and recommendations for ministers.

Two last reports person been published to day – into pandemic readying and nan awesome governmental decisions made during Covid – pinch nan remaining 8 sets of findings owed by summertime 2027.

The standard and costs of nan enquiry person agelong been questioned by some.

Johnson is among those captious of nan full process, saying past twelvemonth that it had not brought "a azygous caller aliases absorbing truth into nan nationalist domain". The TaxPayers' Alliance has branded it a discarded of money.

On nan last time of hearings, Baroness Hallett said she hoped that each 10 of her reports would "prove nan worth of this enquiry and warrant nan costs".

"I said astatine nan outset that this would costs a batch of money and return time. It has done. But I genuinely judge it has been worthy it," she added.

Wiktor Szymanowicz/Future Publishing via Getty Images Members of nan Covid-19 Bereaved Families for Justice clasp placards - 1 sounds "Boris killed my husband" and different "Partygate is your bequest Boris" - and pictures of loved ones who died during nan pandemic arsenic they stitchery extracurricular Dorland House during nan last hearings of nan COVID enquiry successful LondonWiktor Szymanowicz/Future Publishing via Getty Images

Members of nan Covid-19 Bereaved Families for Justice UK clasp placards and pictures of loved ones during nan last hearings of nan Covid enquiry successful London

Covid-19 Bereaved Families for Justice UK said while nan activity being done was vital, nationalist inquiries mostly needed to go much businesslike and little adversarial.

But nan group, which has astir 7,000 members, has described nan reports published truthful acold arsenic damning and said it will proceed to push nan authorities to instrumentality nan recommendations made by Baroness Hallett.

"Six years connected and group person forgotten what happened," Rivka told nan BBC. "And I want to hide what's happened arsenic well, truthful I tin understand that.

"But location will beryllium crises successful nan early and I'm worried that nan lessons of nan pandemic will conscionable not beryllium learnt."

In Scotland, a abstracted nationalist enquiry into nan pandemic has been taking grounds and is expected to people its first findings this year.

Bereaved families successful Wales besides opportunity they will proceed to property for an independent inquiry, a telephone now supported by guidance parties successful nan Senedd.

Watch: "Did you cognize you are nan past witness", chair finishes past time of evidence

Katherine Poole was nan very past personification to springiness grounds astatine nan UK inquiry.

Her begetter John, 62, who had been diagnosed pinch schizophrenia, was admitted to a intelligence wellness infirmary successful early March 2020.

As Covid spread, nan family were told that each visitors would beryllium banned.

Later that month, her begetter became very unwell and was transferred to a wide infirmary pinch debased oxygen levels.

He died 4 days later from Covid.

"The past point my dada said to maine was, 'You won't time off me, will you?'" she said.

"That will enactment pinch maine everlastingly because, ultimately, I did time off him. Not done my ain choice, but done what happened."

After 238 days, aliases much than 1,000 hours of hearings, nan communicative of Katherine's begetter was nan past to beryllium told.

"Mrs Poole, did you cognize you are nan past witness… very past witnesser of nan inquiry?" nan chairwoman asked arsenic she stepped down from nan stand.

Katherine smiled and said she had been told that morning.

Baroness Hallett took a little region and said: "Very well… and that completes nan evidence."

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